Monday, September 1, 2008

A Cry For Prayer

Just a quick request, please Pray for my well being. You guys are my friends and my partners in crime. You totally understand what I am going through. Please, when you Pray for me, Pray that I not only can be blessed with a precious child to love, nurture and point to God. Please also Pray for my mental well being as I go through this each and every month. This has, by far, been the hardest month in a long time. I think it's because when you try something new, your hopes automatically go up even though you are trying to keep them at bay. I am mentally exhausted with the thoughts of infertility. I go through various emotions. One moment I'm fine and the next I'm freaking out. I have really had a hard time with my attitude and my demeanor in the last few days. I feel like I've been so hateful to people. I have Prayed and fought it all weekend. I truly am a nice person but I feel like there's a open, raw spot inside that just gets irritated so easily. I just feel really fragile here lately in any situation even those not related to what I'm going through.

With that said, I am feeling better. It was nice to have 3 days to not talk to anyone about children (I mean I do work in a school lol) and to not have to explain my situation this month. But reality hits and I go back to work tomorrow. Just Pray for me. Love and Prayers to you all!

3 Remarks:


Praying for you tonight.

beth ewing

hey girl. i was just about to email you to see how you are doing and decided to pop in here first. glad i did. hang in there. i'm still going to send you an email so i can say what is too long and too much info for a blog comment. hehe! just want you to know i'm praying.

Hear My Cry

Praying for you Alesha. Hugs!