Friday, December 19, 2008

Cycle 2 Post Surgery

So... I am currently taking Femara 7.5 days 3-7 ($15.00). On days 8 and 9, I will mix 2 powders with 1 cc of liquid and take my HMG shots ($281.20). Wednesday, Christmas Eve, I will be heading to the doctor for an ultrasound to see the sizes and locations of my follicles (eggs). If need be, I will take one more HMG shot. If I don't need it, I will be taking my HCG trigger shot ($43.00) that night and having an insemination ($215.00) on Friday the 26th. The doctor said that she is pretty sure that it will roll out that way. It is really hard to turn over that much money and wonder if it will work. Please Pray that we do not have to keep coming up with that much money to do this each month. I know that God knows me and my emotional well being.... I'm glad He does. I know that He knows that I feel as though I am going to crack at the seams sometimes. I have to constantly keep turning it all back over to Him. He is faithful and good and He will supply my needs in His time.


* Lots of good eggs on my left ovary.
* This to be the month if God wills it to be.
* My journey will be moving in a different direction via pregnancy soon.
* My mental well being.
* My family who have really stood by me through this and have dealt with a lot.
* My friends who are so awesome!
* Another special request!
* My Christmas because we will not be able to celebrate with my in-laws during the actual holiday.... this stresses me out. I feel so bad asking people to change their plans because of me.
* Everyone during this holiday season! Pray that they will come to a Saving knowledge of our Precious Savior!

This Psalm touched my heart this morning as I read during my planning period.

Psalm 27 (King James Version)

1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.
4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.
5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.
6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD.
7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
9Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
11Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
14Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

I love each of you!

4 Remarks:


I will be praying for you this cycle. Thank you for making your requests known. I'm lifting you up to our Great and Mighty God.

His Peace be with you.

beth ewing

well you could just get a christmas day (or day after) miracle this month. i'll pray that is God's will...but if not, I'll pray for peace. oh girl you know how you feel and i wish with all i have that i could take this away from you. i just pray you can have a good Christmas despite the doctors appts. i'd hate for you to miss this whole Christmas season.


Just wanted you to know I'm praying for you. Hugs and MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Jesus, My Best Friend

thanx guys