Still Kickin'... no not a baby silly

I'm so sorry that I haven't posted in awhile. So much has been going on....(check out my personal blog for info) Anyway, I have my appointment coming up in a little over a week, other than that things have been pretty quiet in my fertility life. I have been so blessed to have met so many folks through this blog. I met my blog friend Beth prior to beginning this blog. I found her through another friend, Ann's blog. Beth has been a great source of information and support through this my infertility situation. I have also met a few other folks who are from various parts of the US and who are experiencing the same thing. I encourage any of you who read this blog to PLEASE comment or email because I love hearing from you. It makes my day to get a message from someone else. We are, in our own way, creating our very own support group for each other. How cool is that? God Bless you all!!!

Ps. Let me not leave out my friends here who are so supportive and encouraging.... Kimmy (hehe), Tina, Momma, Jess, etc. I love you guys so much, too!!!

*Sigh*.... Not this month

So I was so hoping that this was my month. I was even a day later than usual. I was almost convinced because of the way that I have been feeling. My family was almost convinced. I was so ill on our mini family vaca to Pigeon Forge for the 4th of July. But, once again, I'm not pregnant. And I was ok with that this morning. I am ok with that now. But, it seems like I'm just sort of numb to the idea this month. I feel mentally drained and I sort of feel like giving up on the whole idea. I do have my appointment at the end of the month but I was so hoping and Praying that I would get pregnant before I even had to go. And who knows, I just might. Just Pray for me dear friends.

An Unborn Child's Conversation With God

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth
tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and
helpless?"

God said,
"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

The child further inquired,
"But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing
and smile to be happy."

God said,
"Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you.



And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."

Again the child asked,
"And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me
if I don't know the language?"

God said,
"Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you
will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will

teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"

God said,
"Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how
to pray."

"Who will protect me?"

God said,
"Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

God said,
"Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the
way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from
Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to
leave now, please tell me my angel's name."



God said,
"You will simply call her, "Mom."


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