Saturday, June 7, 2008


This wasn't my month. I was a day late, but I started bright and early this morning. The good news is that I know when I ovulated because it was exactly 2 weeks ago and getting my period this morning proves it! I have been looking around a some of my friends pictures and news on myspace and I am very excited for them. But, I can't lie... I'm hurt for me. Things will get better, I know. On a good note, I am leaving for the beach tonite, well actually early tomorrow morning. If you don't hear from me, I'll post when I get back home. In the meantime, those of you who read this blog please Pray especially hard for all those trying to have a child. I know that they are feeling as hurt as I am. Pray for God's will to be upon each of us and for Him to give us grace to use this experience to glorify Him. Also, Pray for us as we travel this week and for my father who will be staying here. Love to u all!

Ps. I bet some of you have had some odd pregnancy symptoms... List them in a comment here so I'll have something to read when I get back.

2 Remarks:

beth ewing

oh girl! i've been checking your blog like hourly hoping that you still hadn't started or had gotten a positive test read. i'm so sorry. this sucks badly! i'll definitely be praying for you. we can do this. i just know it! in all my excitement over this possibly being the month for you, i realized i wasn't even the slightest bit jealous or sad b/c it wasn't me. i want it that badly for you.

i'm not sure i had any weird pregnancy symptoms but one weird thing is that my breasts grew two whole sizes in the first trimester. i outgrew my tops before i outgrew my bottoms. it was crazy!


Hi Alesha, I just "stumbled" across you blog today. Wow, the Lord Jesus shines strong in you and through you. Your faith in the Lord just jumped off the pages! I'm a fellow sister in Christ whos been struggling with infertility for about 2.5 yrs.and I'm 29. This morning I took a HPT to see the results of my first clomid cycle and it was neg. Crushed, broken, and scared. But I have faith and rest in Jesus who loves us. He might not give me a child, but He is sooo good and gracious to me, His lowley servent girl.

Praise God for giving you the grace to be so honest....your blog really ministered to my broken heart.
Looking forward to more postings, I will be praying for you and your husband!

Alicia <><
(its pronounced Alesha)